BABA,
I have no idea where to start with all of this. There's too much to say. No matter what I do to try and condense everything and even put them into words, it'll fail. I wish you could experience life from my point of view to fully understand how I feel about you. I think that the relationship me and you have is something really really special, and I cherish it with my entire soul. Humans might not even have souls, and if we don't, I think I'd ask God to give me one just so I could love you and Mama and Ala with the entirety of it. You all mean so much to me. I don't know why, but every time I try to write anything like this, I start crying. I'm doing right now and it's REALLY hard to see what's on my computer screen. Uhhh anyways, I was saying that... Basically I love you and I thingk you deserve the entire world and more for everything you've done for me. You may not think it's a lot, but even just living here with me is something. Spending time with you will always be the most fun I ever have, whether it be the comfortable silence we have when I sit in your room sometimes or when we go out to different places. I think i have to cut it off here for now because I CANT STOP CRYING oh ym fucking god